I was with Musa for eight years. He was my entire world. I, on the other hand, was a continent in his world. I am assigning myself a big chunk like a continent because what we had was deep and meaningful. He cared about me. I knew that. However, he didn’t love me enough to stick with only me. He had other girls on the side. Lots of them. He is handsome so the women naturally flock to him like bees to flowers.
Musa didn’t have much but he knew how to make me feel loved and desired. That’s why I stayed with him regardless of his cheating habits. Besides, I asked myself; “If I leave him, I will have to meet someone new and start all over with the person. What if that person happens to be a cheat too? Do I keep moving from one man to the other? It’s better if I stay with him like that.” Another reason I stayed is because of the love I had for him. I loved him so much that I couldn’t imagine my life without him.
However, it got to a point where I couldn’t take it anymore. So I had to finally walk away. Honestly, it took me two years to completely let go of the relationship. During this period, he proposed that I marry him. Although I loved him, I thought about the fact that I would have to convert to…Read Full Story Here….